Monday, October 11, 2010

Daily Reminder # 133


If nothing changes, nothing changes. 


Old habits are really hard to break, especially for those of us who carry deep wounds from abuse. Most of us - at least those I know tend to demand superhuman feats from ourselves and then when we can't accomplish them we beat ourselves up because we have failed.... even when we haven't. 


So for today consider being kind to yourself. Change doesn't mean you have to climb Mt. Everest in a single day or solve the world's problems or perform every act you do with extraordinary grace and ease. It just means trying. Maybe it means packing or unpacking one box.  Or half a box. Maybe it even means letting some things go and trusting them to God. 


Maybe one of the things we need to change in this life is how we treat ourselves. I know that's a big one for me. 


Tara is really difficult to photograph. She tends to sit by the computer but
mostly at night when the light isn't good enough for good photos.And of
course the solid gray fur and the glowy eyes don't make it easy either, but I'm
posting a few pictures of her anyway, even though they don't do her justice.
Some things I'm grateful for today:

  • Tara Grace & Angel
  • TV
  • reiki
  • friends
  • my home
  • my red chair
  • ice cream
  • watermelon
  • water
  • my mattress
  • the right to vote
  • absentee ballots
  • life
  • fall colors
  • birds in flight


Have a Great Day
Be Kind to Yourself

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Daily Reminder # 132


"If nothing changes, nothing changes"  


My friend E asked me to remind her of this when I send her the daily reminders so I thought I'd use it for tonight's reminder. I decided to google it and see if I found any interesting thoughts and was surprised to see that it often is phrased with the "if" in the second half of the sentence. I thought this was interesting because I experience it very differently depending on where the "if" sits. In the first version, I heard it as a call to patience. It made me think that change is always in process even when we don't know it, even when we can't see it taking place. As I wrote to E - we don't see the seed growing beneath the ground until the first shoot pops out from beneath the soil, but change is happening anyway.




Of course that was me being a touch obtuse since I guess the message is supposed to be that if we keep doing the same thing over and over we get the same results. (That's what google said.)  That's sage counsel... to modify how we do what we do even in small ways if we want things to happen differently. But I do think with that, we need to remember that change sometimes needs to germinate. Women are pregnant for 9 months. Inside the womb the baby grows and evolves and matures, but it remains in the womb until it is ready for life in the world.




I think personal growth is often like that too. Sometimes we can feel so totally stuck, like we are trying and trying and nothing is taking and then one day we wake up and realize that we have just been changing so slowly that we didn't see it happening, didn't recognize the slow erosion of the rock of our past habits into new shapes. At the same time they feel like they aren't happening, these deep changes are often agonizingly painful and very frightening. New patters can feel confusing and unsafe and leave us doubting our truth, doubting our capacity to succeed.  That's the status quo trying to call us back to who we were. It's not the truth, though. Change is complex, often mysterious, often slower than we wish it to be. Sometimes it comes from unexpected quarters. We think we are opening a door for it, and it pops in through the window.  It always comes though. Always. Have faith... in life and in yourself.




Some things I'm grateful for today:

  • faith
  • hope
  • cheese
  • Angel and Tara Grace
  • my friend E
  • my home
  • Life
  • beauty
  • fall colors
  • seasons
  • change
  • stability
  • patience
  • life's paradoxes
  • friends
  • blue skies
  • this moment
  • tomorrow


If nothing changes, nothing changes.
Nothing changes, if nothing changes.

and I add this quote from Leonardo DaVinci

Patience serves as a protection against wrongs as clothes do
against cold. For if you put on more clothes as the cold increases,
it will have no power to hurt you. So in like manner you must
grow in patience when you meet with great wrongs, and they
will then be powerless to vex your mind.  

Saturday, October 09, 2010

Some Politics

Please scroll down for the Weekly Wordzzle Challenge and the Daily Reminder

A couple of  political items I thought worth sharing this morning.  A well done reminder about how important it is to vote (especially if you are a liberal).



And a wonderful, inspiring speech by Bill Moyers that falls into the "must read" category. I wish I could find video for it, but I haven't been able to.

http://www.ourfuture.org/institute/blog-entry/2010104008/honoring-common-causes-john-gardner-now-its-citizens-turn

Daily Reminder # 131


Well, I'm borrowing today's Daily Reminder from Neale Donald Walsh again. Today's advice is something I'm aware of, something I try to live by. But I forget about it way too often.  I think it's particularly good advice in these days of the kind of deranged political stuff going on in the US right now. I'm so disturbed by people like Sarah Palin and all the things that the folks in the Tea Party want to do to my country (I know, it's their country too) and the people in it. I'm disturbed that there are towns out there that would let someone's home burn to the ground because of failure to pay a $75 fee. I'm troubled that people begrudge their fellow citizens in need help with food or health care. And I get really caught up in it.... which is REALLY bad use of my brain and my thoughts. It makes me miserable and it gives power to the negative. Not to brag, but I recognized that to a degree when I was very young and I listened to people in church talk more about the Devil than about God. I thought... they think they worship God, but they don't actually trust God. Their faith - where they put their energy is into the Devil. But I digress.... I'll let Neale Walsh speak for himself.


On this day of your life, dear friend, I believe God wants you to know...
....that the mere apprehension of a coming evil has
put many into a situation of the utmost danger.


F.L. Lucan said that, and it is right. There is no faster way to bring about misfortune than to think it is coming. Thought is a powerful force, and it is a creative tool that many people give little energy to -- or abandon in the face of any real threat to safety or stability.

What are you worried about today? Why? Rather than worry about it, would it not be a better use of your mental time to visualize a positive outcome? Use your mind in this way today and you will have tapped one of the most extraordinary tools God has placed in your hand for the creation of your tomorrows.



Some things I'm grateful for today:

  • fall colors
  • water
  • beauty
  • music
  • wordzzles
  • words
  • Angel and Tara Grace
  • Neale Donald Walsh
  • the power of thought
  • mail
  • movies
  • the complexity of the human spirit
  • hope




Have a Great Day!
Think Positive!

Friday, October 08, 2010

Weekly Wordzzle Challenge # 130


It's week 130 of the Weekly (formerly known as "Saturday") Wordzzle Challenge.  Argent - whose wordzzle novel about the Demon Harold I look forward to eagerly every week - kindly gave us the words for this week's challenge. I have to say, though:  Chinese whispers?  Chinese whispers?  At 5 pm, I'm uninspired and hungry, so I'm going to post my 10-word and Mr. Linky and come back later and finish up.


8:30 update:  Chinese whispers (as the most awful words/phrases often do) turned out to be great fun to play with. Thanks again for the world, Argent.  As you can see, I'm still having trouble with mysterious spaces that appear.  Managed to fix some of them but not all. Apologies for how it looks.




Words for this week's 10-word challenge were:  

talented, oak, speaker, junk, wrapper, pencil, ocean, chatter, bullet, steamy  

And for the mini: I-pad, Chinese whispers, CD, sparkling, cat food

















My 10-word:

Bill and his dog Bullet stopped for a few minutes to listen to the talented speaker who was standing in the shade of a huge oak tree at the corner of the park trying to shout over the chatter of playing children and passers-by. Despite the steamy heat of the August day a small crowed was gathering. "We're destroying the planet and we must change our ways. Our oceans are full of junk and debris, bottles, cans, poisons. Ice burgs are melting and whole species are dying out and some still wish to pretend that there's no need to take action. Wake up folks.  Even here in our beautiful park there's litter. In 5 minutes I found all of this in our own park's little lake, he said: 3 beer cans, a pencil, a pair of shoes, a newspaper. Change isn't as hard as the politicians who care more about contributors than the future would have you believe. Even small things can make a difference. Don't always drive. Walking is good for you and it doesn't pollute the air. Use both sides of paper. Don't run water when you don't need to..."  Preaching to the choir with most of us here, Bill whispered to the dog, unaware that he had let his gum wrapper fall to the ground as he walked away or the gift Bullet had quietly deposited while his human was not paying attention.

My mini:

Sarah Smith loved her new I-Pad. She had more music than she could ever have imagined packed into this tiny little package. Right now she was listening to a new CD called Chinese Whispers by a group with the awful and unappetizing name of Cat Food.  What sparkling dim wit had talked a group with so much talent into such a loser name, she wondered. She was just grateful that she had heard the song before she heard the band's name or she would have missed something wonderful. Maybe I'll write a poem for them, she thought.

My mega:

Chinese Whispers

Dressed in a junk food wrapper
Sparkling beauty,
Steamy, rich
Ocean deep
Oak Strong
Hums in my I-pad
Wafts from my stereo
Greatest CD ever
Word and sound
Magic, inspired, pure
Worst name ever
Talented band
But that name
Why called Cat Food?
Like a bullet to the head
Makes one expect noisy chatter
When instead speakers
Issued sound so sweet
I dropped my pencil in delight and awe
Only to pick it up again
And pen this verse
Your music is the best
But your name is the worst.
  
With love from Your biggest Fan,
Sarah Smith













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Thank you to Argent for this week's words... 


Words for next week's 10-word challenge are: chilled to the bone, market, back to work, floating, lynx, glutted, shelter, garage sale, honey, marginal

And for the mini: ink, cool whip, every cloud has a silver lining,
 static, platform


Thank you for playing! Newcomers can check here for some guidelines (and they are only guidelines, not rules) to make the process more fun.


Enjoy! See you next week!





Daily Reminder # 130



Watched a movie - The Secret Life of Bees - this evening and enjoyed it, but it's late now and I'm tired, so I think today is just a gratitude day with some pictures of Angel who spent the day being exceptionally cute and not overly naughty. 



Some things I'm grateful for today:

  • movies
  • bees
  • secret lives
  • love
  • kitties
  • my camera
  • Margaret
  • water
  • beauty
  • fall colors
  • showers and indoor plumbing
  • sunshine 
  • blue skies with sweet clouds in them
  • lemon coconut soup & egg rolls
  • my home
  • the sound of purring
  • Life


Have a Purr-fect Day!

Thursday, October 07, 2010

Daily Reminder # 129

I received the following in my email this afternoon and thought it made a good point for daily reminder. All we can do is our best and doing that matters even if we don't save the world. In Native American traditions hummingbirds are about joy. I always feel like I've been given a special gift when one visits my yard.  I do kind of wish this story had gone further and the brave little hummingbird had inspired the others to act too and in so doing put out the fire....


Some things I'm grateful for today:
  • hummingbirds,
  • my microwave
  • my home
  • Fall colors
  • inspiration & creativity (my own and others')
  • laughter
  • movies
  • youtube

I've shared this before, but it seemed perfect for today's message.

Be Your Best You
and Rejoice in Who You Are!

Wednesday, October 06, 2010

Daily Reminder # 128


Going to let Neale Donald Walsh do my talking for me again today. This was an email from a couple of days ago and while I believe that it's true, I find it very hard to live by.  In the areas of both health and money, I'm prone - much as I resist the impulse - to approaching it out of fear. It's interesting that when I approach healing for animals and other people, I don't carry that fear, but when it's ME.... oh, my....  Anyway, here's what Neale W says God want's us to know.... 


On this day of your life, dear friend, I believe God wants you to know...
...that there is no such thing as an unlucky number -- such as "13" -- or an unlucky event, such as crossing the path of a black cat. You make your own luck.

Yet luck, in truth, does not exist, if you define "luck" as "unexpected good" emerging "out of thin air" for no apparent reason.  LUCK is an acronym: Love Undergirding Creationist Knowledge.  When you use the knowledge of how to create things in your life ("The Secret"), you must do so from a place of love, never from a place of fear.  Fear pushes what you want away from you.  Love draws it in.

You cannot create healing from an illness, for instance, if you are in fear of the illness itself and seek to create from that place. Nor can you create abundance from a place of money worries.  In either instance, you will have no "luck" at all.  Creation starts from a place of LOVE.  Loving what IS, and loving what is to come! 

Got it? Good. Because you know exactly why you heard this today. 




Some things I'm grateful for today:

  • a visit from Shannon
  • yogurt & frozen yogurt
  • water
  • email
  • Neale Donald Walsh
  • reiki
  • angels
  • hearing
  • sight
  • taste
  • smell
  • touch
  • music
  • beauty
  • my television



HAVE A GREAT DAY!
May You be Fearless

Tuesday, October 05, 2010

Ruby Encrusted - Daily Reminder # 127

Well, the Fall season has offered me some more reds, so today's daily reminder is that there is beauty all around us all the time if we only remember to look for it.  In fall, much of it has touches of orange and yellow and red and makes it perfect for Mary the Teach's (Work of the Poet)  wonderful Ruby Tuesday meme where one can see wonderful reds from fruits to flower to art to... who knows what... from all around the world. Check it out... or join in. It's fun.

Kind of a re-run of last week... bits of red amid the yellows and greens of Fall....









Some things I'm grateful for today:

  • indoor plumbing
  • my cats
  • Fall Colors 
  • All colors
  • electricity
  • coffee
  • yogurt
  • sesame chips
  • thermal windows
  • my camera
  • my friends
  • my nieces & nephew
  • Life
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I wouldn't normally  mix something like this in with Ruby Tuesday, but couldn't find this video to post, and I think this is a story that should be seen by as many people as possible.  Any Americans thinking of not voting, or of voting for the Tea Party folks, please watch this video about the Tennesee community whose Libertarian values allowed someone's home to burn to the ground with 4 animals inside because he hadn't paid a special $75 fee. When the fire spread to the neighbor's home, they came and doused that fire but refused to take any action for his neighbor. Over $75. This is the promise of the libertarians and the Tea Party. It scares me. 
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 Have a Wonderful Day
May You be Wrapped in Beauty

Monday, October 04, 2010

Daily Reminder # 126

Lazy tonight, so here's another fable  for you:


SO BE IT!
by
Katherine E. Rabenau

Valerie and Vincent had been born only moments apart in the hospital ward of the St. Sebastian Home for Unwed Mothers.  It was not a happy place, housing as it did, the unwanted offspring of girls who were little more than frightened children themselves.
When their mothers had struck up a friendship some months ago, the evolving foetuses had done the same, communicating telepathically their feelings about what went on around them.  It hadn't taken them long to question the wisdom of embarking on the strange adventure called life.  They had even considered aborting themselves, but found they were already too attached to their young mothers and each other to do so.  Although Foetus Valerie was six weeks older, she and Vince had made a pact to be born together, so she had held off as long as she could, fighting the strong, primal pull of the birth canal.  Two weeks was all she had been able to manage, and Vince had had to use all his tiny strength to break free four weeks early from the cozy comfort of the womb.  But he had managed.  This intense determination had made for easy births, and the new babies had eagerly anticipated a tender welcome and the warm embrace of their mothers' arms.  What a shock it had been to be greeted by bright lights, stainless steel and strange smelling people in white with no faces, but only fierce eyes.  To Vince's consternation, one of them had actually hit him quite soundly on the butt.  Valerie had had a similar experience, but that had faded in the face of the worst horror.  They were not, as they expected, put into the arms of their mothers, but were dumped unceremoniously into little carts and taken to a strange room full of lonely babies.  Two of the strange, faceless women had looked at Val and shaken their heads.  "Poor little thing," one had sighed, "Alone already."  "This one too?" the other had asked, looking at Vince.  "That one too," had come the reply.  "The mother's don't want them."


Didn't want them?  "Vince, they don't want us! Did you hear? They dragged us into this world only to abandon us.  Are we so terrible then?  What could be wrong with us?  I'm afraid."  And she screamed her terror to the universe.  Vince, for his part, was very quiet.  He was too weak and tired from his birth struggle to help Valerie cry.  But he sent his love, and she felt it and was comforted by it.
From time to time nurses came by, cleaned and fed them, and even sometimes held them and spoke to them kindly.  It was something, but not much.  Not enough.  It was not love.  Thank God they had each other. They could feel the pain in the other babies around them, could feel their hearts dying.  The nurses seemed to think it was food that kept you alive, but they knew it was love, for even with each other's love they were starving.  They needed to be touched, held by someone who cared.  They needed to be wanted.  Anything else was living death.  And Valerie was worried about Vincent.  He was still sending his love, but he was very quiet, and the nurses acted strange about him.  He needed her strength.  She could feel it.  She could feel him fading, could feel his pain and confusion, and it tore at her heart.  She had to get to him, to touch him with her love, to let him know he was wanted, by her, if by noone else.  His crib was right next to hers, frustratingly close, but in her helpless state, worlds away.  She tried everything she could think of.  She waved her arms and feet wildly and screamed to the nurses to help her comfort Vince.  They just ignored her or stuck something in her mouth.  Then she tried telepathy.  She picked one nurse and told her over and over: "Take me to Vince."  To no avail.  She tried another.  They were apparently all quite dense.  She was about to despair when she thought of Great Spirit.  "Please, Great One, help me. Vincent is dying of loneliness and I can't reach him.  Please, just help me touch him, to let him know he's ok.  It's not just for him.  I need it too.  Even if it's just for a moment, won't you have pity on us?"


"SO BE IT," echoed in the quiet nursery, and a great light lifted Valerie from her crib and laid her next to Vincent.  Snuggled together, they slept a deep and healing sleep, and when, next morning, the shocked nurse found them and separated them again, they knew that whatever happened, they would be alright.

THE END


Some things I'm grateful for today:
  • a visit from Shannon
  • woodchuck in my back yard
  • old fables when I'm really lazy
  • sunshine
  • silly movies and Netflix
  • friends
  • love
  • life
  • cat toys
  • the smell of white sage
  • apples
  • yogurt
  • resilience

HAVE A GREAT DAY!
EXPECT MIRACLES!

Sunday, October 03, 2010

Daily Reminder # 125


Just gratitude today.  Thanks to all who shared kind words about my sister.


Some things I'm grateful for today:

  • the compassion of those who commented about my sister
  • my sister's life
  • autumn colors
  • kitty hugs
  • birds in flight
  • water
  • blue skies
  • yogurt
  • Chocolate Soy Silk
  • my home
  • memories
  • friends
  • e-cards
  • Life

This is sort of a odd photo. I just like the bird
hanging below those massive clouds. Looks better if
you click on it and see it bigger.

Have a Lovely Day!

Saturday, October 02, 2010

Daily Reminder # 124



October 2nd is Gandhi's Birthday.  


It's also the day on which my older sister, Carole, was murdered 22 years ago.  I've tried not to make it into a day of mourning, though on some level that's what it will always be. But early on, I decided to find something "life affirming" to do in my sister's honor. This was easier in some ways when I still left the house. Still, I will find some ritual to do over the course of the day. And I will try to honor my wonderful sister here. 




It's so hard to put people into words. Carole was 10 years older than me so even though we were close, we didn't really do lots of things together until we were older. But in my profoundly dysfunctional family, she was the one who gave me the rare affirmation that I received. She was the one who encouraged me to write. She was the one who showed me the kinder side of mothering. She was my friend. When I was in college, she took me with her to Europe for 10 days. How cool is that? 


Carole had a passion for life. She did all kinds of things that I was too shy and insecure to do. She danced and she ski-ed and she went to singles clubs. She was way smarter than she got credit for. My brother was the family genius with an IQ of 162  but Carole's was 158. She was good at math like my father. She was passionate about politics.  She talked with her hands a lot - they were never still when she was talking about something that interested her. That was the strangest thing about seeing her at the wake.... her hands were still. Yet they were the thing I recognized. For my youngest niece it was different. I don't know about her other two children. We have somehow never talked about that. I never know if it's better to let the day pass without saying anything - maybe they have let it slip their minds and are having a wonderful day - so I just always drop each of them a note on October 2nd and tell them that I love them. I'm sure they haven't forgotten what day it is, but I don't want to hurt them. They have had enough hurt. They are awesome, though. Carole had the mother gene in spades. She gave her children a sense of self that has served them well. She opened them to lots of experiences... and she let them know that she loved them. 


She lives on in them. They are awesome people, each moving through life with grace and creativity, dealing with it's ups and downs with courage and strength. I don't know that I could have handled the loss they experienced at 18 or 16 or 13.  They astonished me then and they still do. 


I wish I had more photos. I wish I could convey the loving person that my sister was. All the more strange and unfair that she should have died a violent death on a rainy night in a parking lot for no reason except random violence acted out by a damaged 16 year old boy.  I miss her.  I loved her. And I think she loved me, which was pretty nice of her.








Some things I'm grateful for today:

  • the years I had with my sister
  • my sister's children
  • that her killer was caught and convicted
  • Friends
  • Therapy
  • my cats
  • Gandhi


I love this picture. 

Peace Be With  You

Friday, October 01, 2010

Weekly Wordzzle Challenge: Week 129


It's week 129 of the Weekly (formerly known as "Saturday") Wordzzle Challenge.  Argent - whose wordzzle novel about the Demon Harold I look forward to eagerly every week - kindly sent some words for next week for which I'm very grateful, though they look like they may be kind of challenging. Sorry I'm posting so very late. Had another tough time tonight getting anything written.



Words for this week's 10-word challenge were: 
church, tongue in cheek, butterflies, charcoal, neurotic, save our schools, candles, solitaire, matches, chatter box  And for the mini: march, bald headed man, bones, photo album, mail box


My 10-word:

Wearing her Save our Schools T-shirt and jeans Miranda Longly approached St. John's Church, her mother's voice whispering in her ear that she was not properly dressed. She loved the t-shirt, though. A local artist who went by the name of Solitaire - something of a chatterbox, but incredibly talented - had done the art work - a  magical charcoal drawing of children chasing butterflies that gave a sense of color in spite of being black and white. It was really quite magical. Even so, she entered the church with some trepidation. Her deeply neurotic mother had taught her daughter to drag shame around with her like it was her best friend, so she worried that she was under dressed, worried that she might need matches to light the votive candles, worried that the priest would sense her apostacy and drive her out or demand that she immediately follow him into the confession booth. And as if on cue, Father Jerome, greeted her with a big smile, looking much as he had in her childhood. "Back so soon?" he chuckled, seemingly delighted by  his own tongue in cheek humor. His joke easing her fear, she relaxed a little and took a deep breath:  "I need to talk to you, Father. It's a matter of life and death...."



My mini:




Fredrika Simpson opened her mailbox eagerly. Today was the day the package with her first novel was due to arrive. It was called March Bones and was published under the pseudonym of Stan Credence.. She smiled at the photo of the smiling bald headed man on the back cover. She had taken it from an old family photo album. Dad would be so pleased that he was getting his day of fame, even if it was posthumous. 



My mega:


Megan Church sat looking through her grandmother's old photo albums.  It was hard to believe the vibrant young woman sitting in a field of flowers, her charcoal black hair flowing wild, eyes shining with delight at the two butterflies she was holding was her very neurotic mother. A few pages later, there was another photo of her mother standing next to a young man with a tie-died shirt bearing a skull and cross bones. He had long scraggly hair and something about him seemed familiar, though she didn't know why. It was hard to imagine her mother hanging out with him, though. Puzzling. Her grandmother across the room playing solitaire looked at her young granddaughter and said, "You're very quiet my little chatterbox.  What's on your mind?"  Looking at pictures she replied.  Who's this with my mother? Seeing the book Megan was holding, her grandma couldn't help smiling.  That's not your mother, dear. Those are pictures of your grandpa and me.  That was at one of the marches on Washington to protest the war. Wasn't Grandpa handsome? He was quite a rabble rouser in his day.  She could see Megan trying to compute that the handsome boy in these photos was once the same bald headed man she knew as Grandpa.  There was another photo of him standing with a crowd of people holding candles sitting under a big sign that said Save our Schools. Grandpa was really handsome, Megan muttered quietly. "Was?" her grandmother chuckled, tongue in cheek? "He's still handsome to me."  This one taken a few years later at the Forest Hill Tennis matches has always been one of my favorites." Hard to believe Grandpa and I were that young once, isn't it? she asked her granddaughter. For us too sometimes. And then sometimes I feel like I haven't aged a day.  But you want to see pictures of your mother.  That's this book... Here's one when she was about your age. She and your grandpa built a mail box together. It was a work of art. It stood in front of our old house for 25 years and gave me joy every time I looked at it. It had such love and wonderful memories built into it. You know I saved it when we moved... I'll show it to you later. It's in the attic somewhere, I think.... and off she went on story after story until she noticed the drooping eyes of her listener and quietly closed the books. "How about a nice cup of cocoa before bed?"  Thanks for listening to me. Afraid I did get to talking didn't I? Guess tonight I'm the chatterbox.  I love you, Megan. The the best grandchild a woman could ask for.




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Thank you to Argent for this week's words... 


Words for next week's 10-word challenge are: talented, oak, speaker, junk, wrapper, pencil, ocean, chatter, bullet, steamy

And for the mini: I-pad, Chinese whispers, CD, sparkling, cat food


Thank you for playing! Newcomers can check here for some guidelines (and they are only guidelines, not rules) to make the process more fun.


Enjoy! See you next week!



Daily Reminder # 123

I'm sick tonight. Was fine all day.  To put it mildly my dinner and my stomach did not see eye to eye with one another. Stomach is still really pissed off. Headed to bed early and just going to do a gratitude list.


Last year's colors


Some things I'm grateful for today:

  • my cats
  • television
  • water
  • indoor plumbing
  • resilience
  • that I don't live in the flood zone
  • remote controls
  • Life


Fall colors from last year
Have a Great Day!